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yea...tmw no need to work...today can "dawn"...haha... this popular word was used in sec sch... it was so cool to stay out the whole night then...

i am so glad my legs r so much better now...but i know it will not last... i dunno when will it come n haunt me again.. lately i will say my mood have been badly affected by it...24/7 of discomfort...

turned down everything to stay at home n rest the legs over the weekends...the hours of work on sat has accumulated a few good hrs of time off...allowing me to start work at 1pm from monday till wed...

monday n tues....work work work n then late dinners with some friends...if they din ask me i think i would have just settled for some milo n biscuits or some instant noodles...

tonight was more happening...kind of have 2 outings after work... met up with the first grp at marina sq to have my late dinner again n some catching up...n then rooftop at neil road to chill...
heard a pretty funny joke today...got standard...

some reflections...
my friends gave me 2 reasons for working late...firstly...the company is understaffed..
2ndly...personal inefficiency...hmm...i pondered....so they r denying there the existence of workaholic?or other exceptional reasons?

on the same night...i realised a change in me...something i dunno if its good or bad...i became serious?...the joker(there has to be a more appropriate word, pardon my vocab) in me vanished.. my friend were just kidding...but i reacted defensively to it...i dislike defensive pple n i am guilty of it myself...

hmm...any diff btn explaining n defending?...haha...cos i think i need to explain myself for being misunderstood lately...by the same person...hahaha....this is like some verbal war ...

my speed in replying to sms...depends on urgency and importance and maybe other factors... so my reason for not replying immediately...cos the matter wasnt urgent so i usually put it off till i am free or when its really deadline to reply...whats more...i already reply you on msn already mah....

now its where the other factors i mentioned comes in...as mentioned earlier...my stupid leg is making me very fan...so if the msg is really not impt...i may not even bother to reply..but i did reply to apologize after my leg got better n less moody...

just now was the more ridiculous one...i was plainly joking n i dinno she will take it so seriously...what karma whatever...hmm...dun be so ren zhen la...come what may... y make it so tense for a simple gathering...but anyway...chill la...relax... continue to arrange gathering...keep it up...

work is going to be tougher cos i am most likely going to run some shows alone with the departure of my colleague...think its going to be quite revolutionary cos he is an old bird in my dept...probably the most iconic person in my dept for the right n wrong reasons...some sort of a policeman...he is able to catch "thieves"...partly explains why he is not so well liked...the other part owed it to his personality..

oh well...time to sleep....