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haha...i got a new skin! thanks a billion to zhongying cos she taught me step by step!...n a million to elinor...haha...cos she din help me throughout...lazybum..haha...just kidding..at least she warned me to save the existing one b4 trying the new one...
ha i love my new skin!

hasnt really been feeling good this few days...dissonanced...imbalanced...things dusen seems to be acting consistently...

i shall reverse the order of my "diary" today...from the day i last blog...

thurday(24th) : hmm...looks like its harder to recollect this way...attended POA n ME as usual...then went home...

friday : stoned at home...read my esap readings...omg...they were like greeks to me man...i dun understand what i was reading...probably thats how my dissonance all started...then stayed at home to watch tv night lor...

saturday: spend most of the daytime settling my fantasy team n a tad of esap worksheets... later when to play pool with alvin n zhaoquan...they need more practice man...my favourite pool spot has reopened...but there were some unwelcome changes...firstly they r strict on slippers...n no more 8 feet table...after that we had dinner and went to an ah pek pub to watch soccer...

sunday : slept at 330am n woke up at 7am for the melrose charity walk...hmm...the companions were seem a bit unusual...with my cousins n a friend from sim...it was a good workout consider i haven engage in any exercise for a long time becos of my prolonged knee injury...after that we went to the mac at farrer road for breakfast...my virgin visit there despite passing by it so many times...wanted to went home n take a rest but instead played mj...its was unrightful, afterall i have a marketing test on the coming tues n i haven prepared for it yet...more woes to my dissonance...i am actually a bit particular here...but i dun like to play mj with changing players n myself or pple move abt...but one kuku friend of mine is totally capable of coming up with that stunt...set 2pm with him n he said ok...then he say he can only make it at 3plus...so bo bian lor...ask my father to stand in for him first...then say either my father win or lose its on him...aint he lucky man...my father made decent profits for him...then he came n took over my dad...on my 2nd round...my father was already deeply aroused to play...so he came in at xi feng n took over me...duh...so let him play lor...so i slept while they play...in the end won a bit for me..
dine out was next...argh...i am getting umcomfortable in my clothes...I AM PUTTING ON WEIGHT! DAMN!...dissonanced, imbalanced, unhappy....that night had 4 matches but i din watch any ...instead all 4 matches watched me sleeping on the sofa...i was that tired...

monday: studied for my test...miserable lah...i hate to memorize things...was feeling damn stupid to read thru them w/o memorizing but also feel damn stupid if i spent time n memorize them also...either way it makes me sian diao...stupid test...so spend the whole day doing this stupid thing...no wonder i am feeling unhappy...at night just watched tv...heck care liao....

tuesday, today,29th: happy birthday to tan chin yew....attended esap in the morning
*anything can be healed(maybe not, confused)...it just needs time n some adaptation*n marketing in the noon...the test was what i expected to be...i wasnt alone...many pple were taking it to be open book...stupid isnt it? all referring to notes...claimed by them as it may be...but i am sure they copied at least 80% from the notes...nonsense isnt it? i am not making myself noble also...i too looked ard n looked at the only qn that i prepared(it so happened to be one of the qn)...NONSENSE...after that was lesson as usual...feel so sorry for 2 of my friends...the admin conducted checks for pple who actually gatecrash..hmm....dunno how i shld addressed it also...the admin wasnt wrong...but my pple who were caught was injustified also...the admin was just carrying out their duties...whereas my friends just attended lesson cos they missed their earlier lessons...n the LT wasnt packed at all...there were still aplenty of seats...seen a more shocking event...i think a guy who wasnt from SIM atteneded the lesson n was reported to the police...omg...what an unlucky guy...hai...seriously i may have to crash lesson one day also...i hope it wont happen to me..

have to get rid of the disonance out of me asap....... :'(

scary title ah...warned by my commader(the person who set the blog quota)...feel so nua because of the cold weather for the last 2 days, finally brighter today...slept until noon like i always do when there is no sch...called up the organiser for the melrose charity walk, going this sunday morning, anybody wanna join me? brunch was different today, my mum tried to make claypot rice..haha...edible but not good enough...she needs to improve... it ended up more like stewed rice but at least there is still "guo ba"( the crunchy rice at the bottom of the claypot, my fav!) the weather was just too irresistable not to sleep...had a short nap then do my POA tut...hai...headache liao...everything is piling up...more n more confused n uncertain of many things...gonna start my blabbering again soon...ha

yesterday : another long day in school...cold...grrrr...nothing much happening except for that...need some powers to predict things!...haa

monday : super grrrr....normal day with revisions n tv n usual stuffs

sunday : ktv again! haha..its once a week for the past 6 weeks...anybody else wanna sings with me? haha..hmm...had some enlightenments last week...managed to control my voice better haha...then at night watched tv n had supper with alvin nambiar...

saturday : spent my whole day settling my fantasy team...reasonably rewarded for it haha..then went to watch soccer with some excampmates at night n won some money haha...a small step to syz concert next yr!

friday : did all my esap worksheets n then played mj with cousin n her bf n friend...won! $2 haha...ok lah...at least cover my parking cost...but lost on petrol n supper...but got a free supper...a forced one...cos i din pay her bf for prata..haha

thursday: haha...think its whole day lesson n then went home...

wednesday : cant remember liao...think its POA n ME revision ba...always the case cos thursday is lesson for the 2 subject

tuesday : half day lesson n went to collect my cheque for the research job i mention some time ago in my blog...then went home n sleep...realised the advantage of full day lesson...time more well spent...

oh yah ans for the trivial qn last week is "hai dao" by jolin...cos got one line is "lalalala"...hee
going for dinner now...father is shouting liao...
ciao pple

feeling extremely blue n lethargic the moment i woke up today...its gonna be so long b4 its weekend again...sianzzzzzzzzz

such a boring day today...i am really reluctant to revise but there is nothing to do! or rather i am just so lazy to do anything yet i dowan to idle...its just so sucky today...arghh...

decided to put aside my notes for now n declared pang kang for the day...ming tian yao gen hao

shall start to blog abt my past few days...b4 i do that...here a dumb joke for everyone...
what song will jolin sing when she eats mala huo guo?

thursday: full day lesson, POA n ME...it was unbearable...i had a very very bad backache n very weirdly i dunno y the pain was extended to the left front side of my body...bearing the pain the whole day in sch i went to meet richard to have dinner n chit chat...the future look so uncertain...dunno whats gonna come...we talked abt careers and marriage n other stuffs..neither of which i had any future plans for...i am only taking things one step at a time...future is too unpredictable to make any plans n i dowan my plans to be unmaterialised...maybe thats y i am taking things one step at a time...that night the pain grew...i was unable to have a good night sleep thru out...waking up at intervals.....

friday: went to see a doc after my breakfast...thot was a backache so when to see a chinese sinseh...was a bit shock with his diagnosis...he said it cud be stones in my kidneys n gall...WTH... i also complained abt the unrecovered knee injury...he rubbed n pressed n twist n turn...very painful...so in the end he gave me some medicine n say if i dun recover then go see him again...the leg din show any improvements...but the pain at the back n on the left side of my body had subsided but totally eradicated yet....hai...what a mess i have made out of my body....
went home took a rest n then did some esap revisions...at night my cousin jio me for ktv...was a bit reluctant to go cos of the pain but was very gian to sing so decide to went in the end...laughter is supposed to be the best medicine isnt it i thought...ha... anyway it was a worthwhile trip lah...cos her friend damn power lah...can sing w/o the mic one...mu chuan performer leh...dun play play..sang until 4am then home sweet home...

sat: continued with esap revision after i woke up cos going to attend ml bday bbq in the evening so i thot i better do some revision so that i can enjoy more...haha...i am like possessed with balancing...matching output with input, pleasure with hardship...it was quite an enjoyable night...making merry the whole night...the food was nice too...no wonder they say unhealthy food r more tasty......

sunday: played mj with some ex-campmates...played 2 rounds...lost big time in round 1 then managed to recoup n won some in the end...anyway damn funny lah... cos was in a rush to have a farewell dinner with my sis(she went back to manchester already.. :( ...during the bei feng nan i was the banker...i wanted to end the game real quick but i kept "diao chng"(continue to be banker)...for 4 times i think...so funny...when i waiting to game liao i hope i dun zhi mo or nobody throws the tile i am waiting for...but in the end it ended just in time to meet everyone for dinner...had dinner at a restaurant at clarke quay called ban seng...a teochew restaurant...nice food it was but sad cos its a farewell dinner...during the dinner i had some wine...hee...infringing my new yr resolution...but i din want to decline n spoil the moods... its so hard to say good bye..i am missing my sis...haha...beginning to treasure her..haha...was reflecting our relationships since the day i was born...cant really remember how it was when i was young but i think its something like when i was young like in pri sch she was in sec sch so she hangs out more with friends then staying at home...then when i reached sec sch n poly i did the same too...so lesser interaction...but after ns, our paradigms shifted n converged, placing family before friends ..so much closer now than it was before...hope everything will be fine once she goes back to manchester n move to new york n settle there well...


time flies...its the end of the year again...another year is gonna come again...may the coming year be better...

*whats darkness...no scorching heat n light but also no warmth...

i have been commanded to blog at least once a week...ha..b4 i miss the deadline i shall start blogging now since i am free...the person who assigned me the task is down with gastric..ha..orr bee good..

woke up really late today..i woke up ard 1pm...could have been longer if richard din call me...wahaha...today is my yan mei mei shifu bday..happy birthday to her!!.. did the SOPs b4 i started some POA revision which included an assignment..after that watch tv n makan n watch tv...tv addict liao...reread my previous blog...i mention i want to stop watching tv...haha...but i am still watching...........

time to start updating events for the past few days...

yesterday was tuesday...another full day...had esap in the morning then marketing in the noon...i played a trick on ml n jas..haha...i told them marketing was cancelled n they were so happy then i brough them down to earth from cloud nine...haha..after the lesson we went to orchard n walk walk...had a chocolate fondue on the streets...actually so so only...haha...but to entice ml to eat cos she was feeling sick n din wanted to it, we both said it were very delicious...haa n in the end she was part coercised part tempted to try a bit...b4 i set foot on the mrt, my sis called n said she was in town, fullerton hotel to be exact so i went to meet her n hitch a ride...luckily for ml siah...i thot cityhall was the station to alight but she told me its actually raffles, lucky if not i will have to walk damn far...last night was the last night my sis is staying at home liao...she is staying at hotel till she flies back to manchester on sunday...already missed her a bit..haha..

another normal monday....not to be...ha...i thot it was going to be cos it seems like its going to be since my bro gotta work n mj dusen seems to be beckoning n i wud be doing some revision...but then my sis jio me to play scrabble...haha...halfway thru, my dad who dont know english so couldnt join us was obviously damn bored...kept coming in the room n ka jiao...aha!..so we played 3 legs mahjong...haha...i remember prior to this i was telling zy i dun like to play 3 leg mj...who wud have known fate decrees it to be i will be playing it...it ended early cos my dad n sis had other commitment...so i managed to find some time n do a bit of revision...after that was like always...not to be again...ha...my stressed friend in the midst of exams jio me for kopi n prata at jalan kayu...hmm...dunno whether to be delighted or dissatisfied...i ordered a tissue prata...bit it din had any sugar...so rather bland...although it was beautifully crafted n healthier...dilemma...

sunday came...watched football extra n assessed how my fantasy team...not too bad...acceptable performance...then my auntie n parents came home with brunch...seeing my auntie i knew mj was on the way liao...played n won a bit...think i am recovering most of the losses i incur at the beginning of this mj spree since my sis came back...good news..haha..but actually it really dusen matter since the money was only floating ard the family...no effect on family income but just kills time n bring us some entertainment...at night was wonderful! watched a beautiful game of soccer!...man u utd beat chelsea!

ouchy sat...bad bad backache...the pain was so unbearable when i sneeze...spend some time to settle my fantasy squad as usual n the performance was acceptable...then completed my marketing assignment...wasnt the earliest of all but on time...cos of the backache i had no mood to go anywhere thus rejecting zy for mj n friends to watch soccer( pai seh huh, next time)...stayed home n watch 933 jin qu jiang aka "you lai jiu you jiang" n soccer....the awards really live up to its spoof lah...for chinese pop followers like me will know..

on time on target to finish this entry also cos its time to watch tv soon...hooked on the "xiao qi da cai shen" on scv channel 52...learning the art of deceptions from there....

ciao pple...nites n till again

back from a misssssssssing hiatus..haven really been too busy to blog but just lost the privacy of it for a short while...heh... cos my sis is back n i dun like it to blog with a pair of eyes looking behind...she is out at the moment...so i taking some time to blog carefreely...well not exactly...maybe 90%...haa...just in case i got too care free n get into trouble with the laws..

shall blog abt today b4 start updates during this MIA...

went to had a hair cut in the morning b4 setting off to harbour front for a dim sum buffet. during the haircut i found myself to have put on a lot a lot a lot of weight...siao liao ....kept looking at the mirror n asked myself what have i done man...arghh...quite a bad way to start the day...dieting dusen really seems to help but i cant do any jogging nor any exercise....unrecovered knee prob n a recent backache...

met up with the kakis at sch then went to eat dim sum...its quite nice n reasonable price...only drawback is its a bit far..ate until so full n i was so asleep on the road...really very sleepy...resulted in me making 2 mistakes on the road...argh...first one was ok but i hope the 2nd error wun punish me...first i missed an exit n made a big detour...2nd one i beat a red light...damn ridiculous la...i was approaching a traffic light then its those usual situation that u just dunno to accelerate, maintain or slow down...then suddenly saw amber so braaaaaake...i din really jam hard...by the time it stopped my car was already covering probably 3/4 of the line liao...so i though i might as well drive thru liao...hai...bless me pray for me...

i had these funny little dots in my mouth...they aint any pain at all but just some that its there...so my father asked me to see a doc..apparently he got it recently too...his doctor told him it was "mei jun"(dunno if he hears wrongly or what)... so i told to the GP i went to n he said if its "mei du" it wud have probably be syphillis..hahahaha....OMG!..utter embarrassment! WTH...haa

alright this had been my day so far...

some pass events that happened...
selamat hari raya pple...played mj with bro sis n father n won..full stop.

selamat hari raya eve pple... attended my only lesson for the week, marketing then stayed in sch to complete my esap worksheets! yeah!...then night tour again..haa..what started off as a la kopi session at a nearby coffeeshop turns into a series of other things...had a cup of milo at the coffeshop then went to essential brew at holland v to find another friend...was already feeling a bit underdressed ...he wasnt there, so went to wala wala instead..definitely underdressed n had messy hairs..haha..it is a pretty nice place..nice band...nice crowd...good news..my ban on alcohol is gonna be lifted soon...2 more months n counting down...haa...nice cold beer beckoning me...ha..

happy deepavali...played mj again...same kakis..same results..haha..

happy deepavali eve...some esap n marketing revision..

weekends...soccer weekend...n 2 ktv sessions...one with excampmates n one with cousins...sang until "po hou long"

tgif(ed)...meet up with poly friends...had a suay encounter sia...i planned my time sui sui to cut my hair b4 meeting them...when i reached the carpark where i frequent, i realised i din bring my wallet...so i called a friend who lives nearby to lend me money...after i got the money from her i went back but the salon was under renovation...what the heck...suay..haha..went to meet my friends with messy hair....n LATE..

becoming harder to recall things liao...think nothing else that leaves an impression on my mind liao...shall stop here...n not be luo suo le...hee...

till again pple...