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kiang jiu hao, mai gei kiang...haha...that was what we were taught in army...but i failed that lesson...haha...stupid me la...already know my condition does not allow me to play soccer i still go n play...as a result...50% crippled from friday till now...how shitty! shld have "ting mama/papa de hua~~~bie rang ta shou shang~~~...but this time its i myself shou shang...i have already stopped playing soccer for a long time cos i always injured then my father n mother will nag at me...so i listened to them...n stopped for a very long time...but last friday...hai...gei kiang...
after soccer then go n play mj...din lose there but lost heavily on soccer...sianz...

sat...pain reached climax...sit also pain...stand also pain..sleep also pain...no mood for anything... was trying to do my msm assignment...but just too vexed to study the qn...pain pain pain...ouch!!n continue the slump in soccer...

the pain subsided slightly on sunday.....so was able to do some revision...omg...my integration sucks!...i was doing assignment...then i saw the qns...instantly remind me of maths 1...i remember i was stunned there during my maths 1 paper...i thot i was gonna fail then...but luckily i scrap thru...that was a big topic then...i hope its not for mm...then maybe i can drop... continue to slump at soccer although man u won...

monday...happening... i went to have a hair cut in the morning...dunno y guy hairdresser likes ot make a ah beng...haha...went to the salon i usually cut my hair...initially was always a lady hairdresser...i am quite satisfied with her haircut...but she left...so now is other pple cut for me...it happened that the last 2 times were guy hairdresser...haha...n twice they cut my hair like beng...after that i sent the mazda for service...i think customer service wise...mazda is a far cry from toyota...then make my way to sch...wah...pain...limped slowly to sch...after sch...jasmine n ben sent me to the workshop...thanks so much. then met up with some campmates...actually i wanted to go home rest...hai...but sheng qin nan que...

early bird got worms to eat...went to ktv with bro and his gf...haha...my bro n my sis same kind one la....very shy to sing...haha...after that came home to play mj with my sis who is super in love with mj...

mm mm mm...think phil style is not suitable for me la...cannot concentrate at all with his style of teaching...after lesson just stay behind in sch to do the tuts...hai...whats better...dun do/do with reference to the ans perpetually?...haha...i dunno man...my bro was kind enough to let me drive to sch today cos i say i bai ka very hard to take bus...hehe...

alright...shall sleep le....good night...

haha...i dunno what i am doing these few days man...as in not doing productive things...many things are accruing...omg...sheat!

did less than minimal revision...then stayed up to watch soccer till morning...then drag myself to sch..unable to concentrate in lesson n din stay in sch to do my tuts...wth!!... today i was like totally burn out in ME lesson...partly becos its the same thing going thru again..so i took a few snooze during the lecture...

will i be able to wake up from my idea next week?!...guess i need some push/pull factors... someone treat me ktv if i finish all my tuts? haha....

i almost got into an accident again today...and i am so so sorry that this time is largely solely wholly my fault. lucky nothing happen...


hmm i was doing a right turn... then i totally forgot got pedestrian crossing .. cos all my focus on another car turning right with me.. he turned very slowly n looked like cutting into my lane..
so i move away from him n pick up some speed.. then almost hit a cyclist... then i realised its pedestrian crossing..what a close shave...i am just so glad i din hit the cyclist...an old man... it would have been very jia latz...i think even he also couldnt have time to react...as i looked at the rear mirror he seems calm...then i also saw other pedestrians faces...they seem clearly shocked n angry...i actually wanted to stop at the roadside n apologize...but in the end i din...well...how to.. it would create a stir n maybe dangerous as got cars coming from behind...

anyway has to drive more carefully in the future...perhaps too many things on the mind...n the haze...kills all mood...n distracting...

looks like a lot of updates to be done...

last thurs morning ME class i was listening to eric mp3 player...heard the guan yu ai qin by kelly n jy...so nice...oldies always evoked a lot of feelings. oh yah...n i did something which i never really thot i will...lets not reveal it here...till the time is ripe...(*haha...its actually more than a week i blogged...then i think there is going to be some chronologically error liao)...anyway its not a good day...

same old comments for icp class...interesting issues...but then they seem really too big for me... went for a jog after that...then mj...with some good old friends...but i think have to stop...cos it really makes saturday very lethargic...

spending time on the comp n notes for most of the days...then went to holland v to eat...wanted to rush home to catch soccer...but then father suddenly makes an impromptu suggestion to go n visit my uncle...hmm...so sad...he got cancer n he is going to china for treatment soon...hope he recovers soon...was a tad disappointed that i had to miss soccer...but it was ok...

hazy hazy morning = cancel jog....then did my msm assignment...another copy n paste assignment...silly...then play mj ...

ok...so i there will be a week of mistery...haha...cant recall liao also la i think...

good nite peeps...

cant believe its a already more than a week since i last blog...it always felt like it was only yesterday...keke

lets pick up the pieces from where i stop...haha...

oh..so i last blog abt the soccer madness...yes i think i am soccer mad now...staying up and watching more n more soccer...not that i dowan to sleep...also dunno whats really keeping the fever in me after the world cup... then its making my father unhappy...haha...maybe i shld stop... aiya...what i says i also never do one la...i say wanna skip lunch also never...keke..

mm the next very tired morning...i dunno isit becos of tiredness or index numbers is just too abstract...like quite alien to me...but looking at it more deeply..it seems to be just applying formula ...but there r so many to rem!... went home then koon...good sleep...u know its that kind of sleep u know u will never wake up for dinner unless someone wakes u up one...haha...yeah...my father woke me up...

nothing much to say for thurs...just lesson n some revision in sch n home...slept early following the aftermath of soccer...

attended icp...somewhat funny...i think to strangers i am really very cold ba... i was sitting with this iras colleague of mine n her friends...then her friend was quite friendly...but i guess my coldness make me look kind of like dao...hope they r not mistaken...i am just shy...haha...after that went for a jog with waikit...shiok...but dunno y...as of now i am feeling some pain at the ankle..which is like few days after the run...isit normal?...dunno la... after that had dinner with him at this coffeeshop which serves really nice roast meat/duck char siew...went there frequently while i was working partime at an engineering company nearby...then went home nua a bit n met alvin for pool n supper...yeah eat again...haha...all the jogging r useless... he is so so ai mei with one of his classmates now...haha...wish him all the best...

stay home saturDAY...did the usual fantasy football and icp revision...hai...icp is like such a wide topic...seriously after 2 yrs of this degree course...i wonder if its really what i want...as in...the topics n things we prepare is for such a big world...what mnc...tnc...aiyo...i small heart one la...just a small shop n be a small towkay can liao...interesting soccer results...lots of upsets...then played midnight bowling with a cousin who just returned from shanghai for a holiday...apparently its national day there now thats y...

stay home sunday as well...this time is really whole day...revise icp n did a stupid hrm assignment...just copy n paste...how silly...then more soccer at night...

unable to wake up early to continue with hrm assignment...so just have to bring it to noon till i return home from msm...did that n then happily gluing myself to comp...n watch a thrilling soccer...roller coaster...imagine this...1-0, 2-0, 2-1, 2-2, 2-3, 3-3...haha...exciting!

hrm seems to be getting better...as in the lesson now is more relevant it seems...earlier was all theory n antithesis...now at least something applicable...

mm, m&Ms...haha...index numbers is still abstract...then now trigo...argh...maths is crazy...i dun have a beautiful mind...went home to study a while then made way to cck for pool then sbw for movies...relaxing hor...hha...just being bored la...studying is so sian...today got pple giving out leaflets regarding the talentine...dunno to try or not...haha...pretty curious to know how is my standard...haha...rob b hood is nice n funny...just dun expect too much...i mean as in thats what i always feel abt movies...i think its subjective...as in if u think is nice is nice...but most pple seems to be just wanna pan qing gao u see...as in if someone say so so then u say nice...its like saying urself have no standard...so everyone just say...not bad...so so...haha...

heard this line on the radio some time within this week...sad but true...often this really happens to us...
xiang de dao de de bu dao, bu xiang shi qu de que shi qu le~~~~

nite peeps...