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6 more days to my first paper...every student's nightmare...personally i really dun like exams.. i guess i prefer continual assessments like projects or assignments than exams...n frankly there is really something which is leaving feeling a bit dissonance abt the exams...that is y r they testing our memory...certain things that we can refer to but we r made to commit them to memory... pple who r sharing the same view as me has been grumbling n i told them i am trying to make myself give way by reconciling it as a test of our obedience...afterall its what perhaps all the employers wants there workers to do..
rule no. 1 : the boss is always right
rule no. 2 : if he is wrong, refer to rule no. 1

attended my last esap class with john man...overall i am pretty satisfied with him as my esap lecturer...well...despite all the cold n stone faces that he sees everyday every lesson, he still tries his best to keep the lesson alive...i wonder if the rest of the pple felt the same as me cos i actually has the urge to give him a round of applause but it only remained a thot...i dowan to be "outside-standing"...stayed in sch to revise...hehe...by stroke of luck, motivational force were there..a pleasant surprise..i haven got my notice to vote...still have to call n clear up...so ma fan!

happy labour day! happy birthday to jx! although he most likely wont be reading this...did only a tiny weeny bit of POA revision n played mj...the thot of failing flooded my thoughts while i was playing...but i am really sick of looking at the POA tuts...numbers r scary...even arithmetic also seems scary now...hai...i realised i have been losing at mj perpetually...n found a correlation...i never won when i play with my father...hmm...definitely not a causation...just a correlation...man u is playing disappointing soccer again...hai...

have i been playing too much mj? or i just wanna run away from the revision...i did a few balance sheet n P n L...its driving me nuts...its so absorbing...to start on one means its gonna take one hr plus, no wonder the inertia is so strong! heck care ...nap, watch tv, mj, sleep...

this has to be the most happening day for a long time but for the most obviously wrong reason! this had to be one of the scariest moment of my life, i broke down, i cried in front of my siblings...i was doing something in the living then i suddenly heard a thump from my parents room..i saw my mum on the floor...i kept yelling at her but there was no response n i cud see her eyes closing n she had problem breathing...i kept yelling at her n cried out for my sis...after a while she started to response, what a huge relief! apparently she was feeling dizzy after her first injection of insulin, which was inevitable because her diabetes is in pretty bad condition...sent her to the hospital n she is okay now...no need to be warded..thank goodness..
okay...chelsea is the champions for now...can only look forward to the next season...come to think of it...haha...i was popping champagne that night too...haha

i feel so little after every revision class...the class in the morning was ME...fwah...so many things still dunno...jia latz..went to see a specialist with my mum...bo bian liao...medicine no longer works on her...she has to inject insulin...well...just as good la...as long as its better for her health... as expected its hard to study at home...i only want to nua when we went home...

productive at the sch library after a hearty mac breakfast...n a good jog in the evening...

very unproductive day at home 1 tut the whole day, anyway it was this that propel the move to study in sch the other day...everything happens for a reason...

my lucky colour for the day was pink...haha...so i wore pink to sch n hoping to be lucky...n how true it was!...make things happen? wait for things to happen? hope for things to happen? luckily it happened!...carry on with revision till evening then went to play pool with edwin...he is growing man...omg...dunno if he has reached saturation...if he does not then very soon he not gonna be able to get in my car liao..haha..

cant remember anything more liao...guess there shldnt be any significant thing...looking forward to tmw...make my notice for voting to happen. hopeful that a beautiful thing will happen tmw. lets just wait for things to happen..

till next time....