liansoon

yes yes yes!!...its finally over...had a dreadful time for so so long...lost for words now...tsk tsk...
hmm...i am still feeling uncomfy abt my exams...i am really not sure if i can graduaete...but i know its pointless to think at this moment liao...can only wait till the results is released... zou yi bu kan yi bu...

recap a bit on my examinations...
1st paper icp...i think i did my best for this subject liao...n i was able to keep my pen moving thru'out the paper...although i wanna say if i really flunked it...at least i wont blame myself...but i will be disappointed...

2nd paper was mm...hmm..din deflect too much from what i expected...i knew i wasnt going to have enough time to finish all...cos it requires a lot of time to do the workings...expectations were lowered b4 n after the paper...hopefully its still acceptable...

3rd paper was hrm...what a nightmare...i regretted studying so many topics...its like meeting neither ends...not here not there....partly i am blaming the lousy timetable i get...although i know my timetable is not the worst...but its not that good neither...so to an extent...i believe exams r not fair to all...i wonder if the employers see this point...back to the paper...i had a hard time filling the spaces...i kept thinking if shld attempt the other qn instead...i had problem recalling ...which further confirm my complaint that exams r so dumb...test of memory!! my confidence of passing it really low...n i blamed my stupidity for studying too many topics n the timetable...

4th paper, me...another frustrating paper...its the 2nd attempt...so needless to say it wasnt as bad as the first time cos i more prepared...but i still think i let myself down...i think i had a weak attitude when i was studying it...i just keep thinking that it was really hard for me know how to...so i wasnt very meticulous when i was revising...n it costs me dearly...a few qns was from either tuts or past yr qn...which means if i had been revising more seriously i would have known how to do them...n possibly more confident of passing the paper...n i made a careless mistake! darn!! i would blame myself by a large margin....shucks!

last paper...msm...its not tough paper...but i had a bad start...did markov n i keep having problem summing the mkt share to 1!...i spent a lot of time checking it thru...it got me all gan chiong n pek chek!...but luckily i still managed to got it right in the end...but i was in a fluster n really untidy thru out the paper...i also hope i din make any careless mistakes...i would be disappointed if i dun get a 2nd class grades for it...

i am not very sure of the situation...supposedly we can grad with 10 units...but i really dunno how true is that...if it is..i think my situation is slightly favourable...hai...it sucks to be uncertain abt the outcome...but i have decide to think more optimistically...just do what everyone is doing...expecting to grad n apply for jobs meanwhile...

speaking of which...its a headache also...hai...slack for a week then think abt it la...

did a few things that i had been putting off this while....cut hair...chill out...supper...mj...n blog! haha...will be going ktv tmw...n had dinner with friends...n another mj n supper...

just wanna say it really feels good after exams....no more enforcing myself to sleep not more than 8 hrs...no more thinking n planning what to study the night b4 i sleep....n to wake up n slowly enjoying breakfast...watch tv...you zai xian zai...

n what i want now is to go on a holidays!!...pls take me away from this place...i wanna go somewhere for a breather!! i am suffocating here!!

k la...i think i will end here liao...damn tired...i am going to have a good sleep n a day of fun tmw!!