Friday, December 29, 2006
procrastination
rapidly mastering the skills of procrastinatio...thoughts like...aiya...tmw then do la.. no mood to do them now la...is taking over me...f me...i hate myself now...
last thur was fun...sim bash... added another musical note to my life...now i have do re mi fa...ha.. not sure if its a good or bad thing though...apart from that i really had a good time at the bash.. probably becos the company was fun n knowing that its going to be last time added more meaning to it...heres my explanation to jas for saying i made such a funny arrangement...see huh...firstly we r all worried abt u...then u have to work tmw...so best is to send u home first... then wanted to send ben back to MOS n send gilian back then ml will take cab back from ur place...but then took some time to hail a cab...so i asked ben if he is going back to MOS n picked jingyou then go home liao...he said ya...so i ask him to take cab then i send ml n gilian back lor...like that funny meh? haha...u selfish la...only care abt too expensive for ur bf...wahaha...you yi xing mei ren xing(dun think u understand, dun understand then come ask me in sch) anyway it was late...as long as everyone reaches home safe n sound can liao...
still feeling sei sei the next day...attended icp then went to have a gathering with some poly friends...ah man...kenna dua by agnes...haa but it was ok la...she din meant it also...was supposed to meet at orchard for dinner...i was not sure if its spore shopping center or orchard shopping center...it was the latter but she told me the former...so i had to walk a bit...but it was a good walk...i think i like to walk...it give a lil chance to exercise n think abt things...i aint sure if i am someone who thinks a lot...i mean...there is no definite limits...just like many other things...so i can only someone who prefers to make comparison of relate something to something...like songs, music, movies, pple...etc..almost everything...this yr the arrangement for gift exchange was different from the first time...pretty fun cos we had to guess who is the actual one buying the present....anyway mine was easy to guess...cos only those who have my msn knows i want zhou hui cd...so i guessed my sender pretty easily....thanks! love the cd alot! then i managed to fool simon his present was bought by me...so fun...i bought something from bodyshop for cindy...haha...a bit bo sim la i think cos i last min buy one...although u can say its already what i intended to buy....i like simon magic tricks! i look forward to that whenever we meet...keke.. i am a sucker for magic...
damn tired...but there was still hrm...shit man...hrm sucks! i am really clueless...i dunno how to study for it...sianz..went to cwp to shop for xmas gift b4 going home...bought for ml n jas...hope they will like it ba...hmm...ml was so sweet to give me a hand made socks...thanks!..gan dong :"...then home n do my fantasy stuffs...at night went to ktv ...i am pretty fed up with my legs really...i dunno whats the prob with it...
xmas eve...lonely xmas...hmm...dun make it so sad la...though was at home but at least it was peaceful...haven napped for such a long time...1pm to 6pm...haha...then played mj with my pple at home...dont really wanna stay at home...but also dunno where to go...so just online n chat with other lonely souls...alas...found cz...we had mac at seletar reservoir...frankly i quite like the setting...quiet n peaceful...n nice chat...riiiiinggg....hy called...just nice...4 pple available...so mj again...probably one day will really come where i will be really alone...when everybody is busy n i have only me myself n i to spend the xmas...it will probably be really lonely...
mj madness continues...then ktv ....i felt i am a walking zombie...n i am still feeeling i am one now...
another wet tues...spent the day doing some mm tuts n ran some errands.. in the evening went to mediacorp studio n watch the live recording of PSS 2 male semis...tic courtesy of LESHENG... support him!...if u don mind...keke...it was pretty fun ...
another mm class another day of revision in sch....did the revision outside the LT where i know "fa" will be...hai...i am a piece of shit la...courage n confidence have deserted me...
another ME class...and more doing nothing...i feel like killing myself!haha...piece of shit piece of shit piece of shit piece of shit piece of shit piece of shit................LS went thru... great...
cos i am dying inside to hold u
couldnt believe what i felt for u
i am dying inside
i am dying inside
but i couldnt bring myself to hold u.........
last thur was fun...sim bash... added another musical note to my life...now i have do re mi fa...ha.. not sure if its a good or bad thing though...apart from that i really had a good time at the bash.. probably becos the company was fun n knowing that its going to be last time added more meaning to it...heres my explanation to jas for saying i made such a funny arrangement...see huh...firstly we r all worried abt u...then u have to work tmw...so best is to send u home first... then wanted to send ben back to MOS n send gilian back then ml will take cab back from ur place...but then took some time to hail a cab...so i asked ben if he is going back to MOS n picked jingyou then go home liao...he said ya...so i ask him to take cab then i send ml n gilian back lor...like that funny meh? haha...u selfish la...only care abt too expensive for ur bf...wahaha...you yi xing mei ren xing(dun think u understand, dun understand then come ask me in sch) anyway it was late...as long as everyone reaches home safe n sound can liao...
still feeling sei sei the next day...attended icp then went to have a gathering with some poly friends...ah man...kenna dua by agnes...haa but it was ok la...she din meant it also...was supposed to meet at orchard for dinner...i was not sure if its spore shopping center or orchard shopping center...it was the latter but she told me the former...so i had to walk a bit...but it was a good walk...i think i like to walk...it give a lil chance to exercise n think abt things...i aint sure if i am someone who thinks a lot...i mean...there is no definite limits...just like many other things...so i can only someone who prefers to make comparison of relate something to something...like songs, music, movies, pple...etc..almost everything...this yr the arrangement for gift exchange was different from the first time...pretty fun cos we had to guess who is the actual one buying the present....anyway mine was easy to guess...cos only those who have my msn knows i want zhou hui cd...so i guessed my sender pretty easily....thanks! love the cd alot! then i managed to fool simon his present was bought by me...so fun...i bought something from bodyshop for cindy...haha...a bit bo sim la i think cos i last min buy one...although u can say its already what i intended to buy....i like simon magic tricks! i look forward to that whenever we meet...keke.. i am a sucker for magic...
damn tired...but there was still hrm...shit man...hrm sucks! i am really clueless...i dunno how to study for it...sianz..went to cwp to shop for xmas gift b4 going home...bought for ml n jas...hope they will like it ba...hmm...ml was so sweet to give me a hand made socks...thanks!..gan dong :"...then home n do my fantasy stuffs...at night went to ktv ...i am pretty fed up with my legs really...i dunno whats the prob with it...
xmas eve...lonely xmas...hmm...dun make it so sad la...though was at home but at least it was peaceful...haven napped for such a long time...1pm to 6pm...haha...then played mj with my pple at home...dont really wanna stay at home...but also dunno where to go...so just online n chat with other lonely souls...alas...found cz...we had mac at seletar reservoir...frankly i quite like the setting...quiet n peaceful...n nice chat...riiiiinggg....hy called...just nice...4 pple available...so mj again...probably one day will really come where i will be really alone...when everybody is busy n i have only me myself n i to spend the xmas...it will probably be really lonely...
mj madness continues...then ktv ....i felt i am a walking zombie...n i am still feeeling i am one now...
another wet tues...spent the day doing some mm tuts n ran some errands.. in the evening went to mediacorp studio n watch the live recording of PSS 2 male semis...tic courtesy of LESHENG... support him!...if u don mind...keke...it was pretty fun ...
another mm class another day of revision in sch....did the revision outside the LT where i know "fa" will be...hai...i am a piece of shit la...courage n confidence have deserted me...
another ME class...and more doing nothing...i feel like killing myself!haha...piece of shit piece of shit piece of shit piece of shit piece of shit piece of shit................LS went thru... great...
cos i am dying inside to hold u
couldnt believe what i felt for u
i am dying inside
i am dying inside
but i couldnt bring myself to hold u.........
// posted by lian soon @ 12:16 AM 
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that's not the only thing I care about...hai you got my intentions all mixed up even after explaining...hai..anyway I was blaming it on myself but no point now...=)
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: 2:31 AM
haha...aiyo...i am just kidding la!...crapping n talking nonsense la...as usual!!!dun make me feel bad!!...when go chiong again...still got lesson 4 5 6 to teach u!
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