liansoon

y ah...y my leg still pain after so long...i also dunno when will it fully recover....argh...it got better last thurs after the acupuncture...but somehow it worsens after friday...was it the food that i ate during supper?...i din really eat a lot of the "forbidden food" ah...or it was still more than i could consume...damn sian la...no mood for anything...haven had a proper revision since that day...so many things are accruing..stress...vexed...pain...

after ME class last thur i nua in sch then went to see a chinese doc.. had acupuncture for the first time in my life...wah...sensation... when he poke the affected area...which is at the big toe...pain... then other area is also pain together with some "ooh"...then when he on the electricity...could feel the current...first few mins pain...then after that is...not so pain...cos used to it liao... after the whole session it was still painful...but the next day was better n i was so happy n i thot i will recover by monday latest...but its not meant to be............

felt much better on friday...attended icp then went home....skipped dinner cos my usual dinner is ard 8pm then roger was giving a supper treat...perhaps it was this sinful supper...damn...all the best to roger for he was treating becos of his pay rise...

pain came back...but anothe area...the other end of my feet...dunno wth..... attended cindy n mh wedding in the evening...how blissful...wish then happily ever after...poor legs...have to wear shoes n walk so much...ouch...wooh....

cmi liao...pain reach climax...plus a few hrs at the mj table...only make matters worse...more stress...more pain....stress cos never study again...

very weird very very weird....maybe happiness can cure all illness...i was still feeling the pain.. then attended msm...after that went to ktv with ml jas ben n jy...i really dunno y...but i felt my leg was better at the ktv room....how come?? i dunno...maybe its ktv therapy...indulging in something enjoyable probably can cure a person...i was happy cos i thot i am gonna be fine soon...but the joy was shortlived...after we step out...then the pain come back...felt the pain creeping back at the dinner...then reach home the pain came back in full force...arghhh....

attended hrm...then nua ard to wait to see the doc again...acupuncture again...but this time i haven feel better...i hope it will be after tmw when i wake up...hoping for epiphany...

just have to live in agony now...............