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argh...hai...gonna start work tmw...so sianz can...have to wake up early...follow the morning madness crowd to work....damn sickening ah...but on the other hand...nua from now till sch reopens also not good cos the holidays is so long... will be starting work in IRAS tmw...hopefully everything will be fine n not as boring as i thot..

the past week was dvd, mj, world cup....

dvd helps to make my day pass very quickly....i finished watching this hk drama serial "love bond"...a quite entertaining serial...light-hearted type...i prefer this kind to those suspense or bloody flicks...

luck on the mj table has been so so only...win n lose la...n occasionally runs in opposite to my soccer bet...

went to learn cycling on thursday...haha...damn hard sia...i think i wun be able to pick it up liao...but i can ride on the 2 person one...haha...just need someone to do the balancing in front n i will peddle at the back...its really quite fun...but backside very pain after that...hehe

finally attempted my ippt...think its going to be the last time i am allowed to attempt w/o passing...hai...RT gonna sucks in the future...must find ways to downgrade haha...

ktv again with miss stephyumi...tried out quite a few new songs today...quite bad...needs to listen more to be able to sing them...poor form today also...think maybe feeling tired n heaty...

once again england played below par but was able to get a win thru a solitary goal from a "beechiam" ...haha...beckham's free kick..."ka ching"...anyway this is the sound of the cash register which i used to describe winning money from soccer matches...haha..almost rythmes with "cash in" ya...

k la...sian liao..blue blue monday...till next time pple...

haven been blogging much since the world cup started...haha.. thats becos i usually blog at the night...however since the world cup start i have been watching it instead of blogging... frankly this world cup is the one i am following most...the few world cups before i was only half-interested...maybe partly becos i am gambling on it...hehe...guess a bachelor's life only revolve ard soccer n mj...at least thats what i have been doing for the holidays....

some world cup updates...
grp a : the host nation is doing pretty well in this world cup as i see...once used to be a super defensive side..it has taken a more offensive approach this time...probably because their coach now was once their famous striker klinsmann...no much comments on the other sides...haha...i am only interested in "branded countries"

grp b : england has managed to proceed to the next round...frankly i haven been watching this england play becos either i am outside or mjing...but from what i hear from pple ard me is they dun play well but can score...haha...hai...thats soccer n probably on life as well...to side track abit it reminds me of the bball match i just watched...the losing side did not really put in less effort than the winning team...but end of the day a winner has to be decided, thats how reality is in real world...argh,...my ME exams!!!

grp c: probably the hottest team in the world cup now...argentina...this south american side gets "F" for football...fantastic that is...skilful players, good teamwork...the other team in the grp is holland...another country with more luck probably...very shaky at the back but quite ok in their attack...a good team to watch to supply all the " f**K", "heng ah", KNN" CCB", "wth" hahaha...thats because they play so lousy behind that looks like going to concede goals anytime... now for the less branded teams...ivory coast...this is a pretty good side man...the hei ren can really run n full of energy...too bad they r drawn against arg n hol...if not they stand a good chance of going to the next stage...

GRP D: portugal will seemingly have the easiest time of all...they have the best blend of players n a good coach to top it off...din watch the other teams in action...but they were only just there to make the numbers...oops...haha...

grp e: i guess its just apt to name this grp e...e for erratic...the teams here win n lose n draw anyhow...haha...fav r italy n czech n i think they shld be able to go thru...pity for czech to lose their strikers if not they are really dangerous...italy..hmm...as usual...tradition shld see them thru...

grp f: brazil is truly the master of soccer...only at half best they look more than able to handle any teams in this grp...brilliant individuals...just a few patchy good team play n they can kill off any teams liao...australia is probably the dark horse for this world cup...a good coach plus a few good players...they looked to be progressing into further stages in any world cups like any dark horses before...

grp g: the most uninteresting grp to watch...france is flop...they have to be careful man...if not they r gonna be thrown out of the world cup in grp stages like they did in the last world cup...well like they say too many cooks spoil the broth...they undoubtedly has the individuals talents but i just dun understand y they cannot win...maybe its becos the opposition just know how good they r n put in 150% effort when playing against them...ren pa chu ming zhu pa fei

grp h: spain shld be able to dominate this team with much ease...but having said that they do produce lacklustre performance on this big stage....

okay...enough of this world cup shit...till next time pple...

world cup lai lor...haha...hmm...what shall i write... ok...first of all the impact of the aftermath has subsided...but wont be fully gotten over...got to select modules carefully for the next sem...hai...but what the hell...everyone is difficult...

did not expected today to be so packed...play mj in the day...then ktv after dinner...what the hell...i am coughing like hell but heck lah...haha...singing is so much more fun compared to study...anyway sang until po hou long again...need some time to recover liao..haha...

mj n soccer won...hopefully can continue winning till i can cover the extra fees for next sem...
special hand happened at mj...one ka got the "hua hu" he got 7 flowers prior to the appearance of the 8th flower...n b4 the game could end i got the 8th flower...first time in 10 yr old mjing...haha

some friends are gonna have the last paper tmw...all the best to them!

till next time pple...

how many agree this with me...i am not going to forgive myself for failing my ME paper(although the results is not out, but i think there is no speculation that i will pass at all...cos any speculations r false hopes...) its the worst paper that i have ever sat for...n although everyone is telling me if i had already done my best then i no need to blame myself...but did i really do my best? maybe not...cos doing my best probably shld be trying my best to understand n able to do every single topic in this module...n probably things wouldnt have been in this state n i wouldnt have felt so guilty... from the onset i thot instead of trying to understand meagrely from every topic i might as well select a few topics which i cud understand more n be proficient indeed...n how wrong was i, how wrong...all the qns i prepared din come out...that was a disaster...the moment i flip open the paper i knew i was destined to fail....
recollection of what i have done wrong...

firstly i really shldnt have selected topics to study...but having said this...i am caught in a dilemma...looking at the other 3 papers...if i had tried to understand everything single thing, i could land up somewhere unfavourable as well...so y is the decision to selective drop/select topic a correct decision in some cases n incorrect in others...maybe its really fate? i wanna beg to differ but i think primitively to select is wrong, its a gamble...if it pull thru is luck thats all...
secondly, usually the culprit was time factor...however this is clearly not the case as well...time really wasnt an issue...it was plenty...but i devoted the same time to work n play, when clearly the more righteous thing to spend most of the time studying n just a smaller fraction of time playing...all the time spend on mj, daidee, tv, ktv...r they justfied...guess they play a part in my failure too...no doubt abt it
third, maybe i am not suited for studying...studying has never been easy on me like it seems to be on other...i just dun make the cut...*radio is playing that irritating JJ song now, the one abt studying*...add salt to the wound...

well...i also know its no use crying spill milk now...but i need time to get over the aftermath... frankly i am feeling very sore abt having to repeat this module...y me y me? esp when i know there r surely pple out there who haven worked harder than me n their reason to pass is becos they selected to study the topics which i din...

i am having mixed feelings now....i want a break...to release all the tension in me...but i really dun think i deserve a break...thing was much pleasant last year..i had a good break becos i know i deserve the break...i did probably the best i cud, wth...i did drop n select topics to study also...so whats best? so whats correct?argh...hai...confusing world....FAN AH!

i have endless dejected words to describe my feelings now....if every negativity is counter with positivity, i really wish to know what good thing can happen to me...cant believe i am so naive to believe in this...

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