Wednesday, May 10, 2006
disappointing
had a very disappointing paper today...somehow i can only reprimand myself for not putting enough effort...it wasnt really a tough paper but i wasnt well prepared...i was dumbfounded at the beginning...i was stunned at section a...there were 12 qns yet there is any i am confident totally...managed to pick up some momentum at the later sections, i hope they r enough to pull me thru...*fingers crossed*...looks like i have to punt on the world cup to make some money in case i incur more expenses on sch fees if i fail...i have to admit i really din put in enough effort this time...time n time again....
feeling damn blue the day earlier...to me i really feel waiting is more miserable than the process n results...study n study n study...but xing bu zai yan probably...i even contemplate mj but the other kakis stopped me becos i am having a paper the next day...sick of studying
mj for a rd then study n watch soccer...kudos to henry...formidable, invincible player ..
GE...surprised that it actually caught my attention n i voted for......
attended ME class for the last time...still pretty much confused over many topics...have to put in lots of effort to understand...usual study n tv for the rest of the day
go n see spec with my mum...her condition is getting better...i hope it will be like this forever..but everyone knows how hard it is to control diet...then the usual mugging n tv
a lesson learned in the carpark, maybe sometimes its better to wait at a level for a lot rather than driving up n down the carpark to find a lot...not too sure if it applies to other things in life.. subjective i guess...
last of my marketing, probably the last time i will ever see the motivational force...yup its only force cos the other one wasnt there...went home since library was packed...wanted to study but travelling to n fro sch is so tired...nap n nua...
have to buck up for the rest of the paper...but will the unaspiring me go back to the usual ways...maybe i have set too easy targets for myself...
*shitty* mood now...
feeling damn blue the day earlier...to me i really feel waiting is more miserable than the process n results...study n study n study...but xing bu zai yan probably...i even contemplate mj but the other kakis stopped me becos i am having a paper the next day...sick of studying
mj for a rd then study n watch soccer...kudos to henry...formidable, invincible player ..
GE...surprised that it actually caught my attention n i voted for......
attended ME class for the last time...still pretty much confused over many topics...have to put in lots of effort to understand...usual study n tv for the rest of the day
go n see spec with my mum...her condition is getting better...i hope it will be like this forever..but everyone knows how hard it is to control diet...then the usual mugging n tv
a lesson learned in the carpark, maybe sometimes its better to wait at a level for a lot rather than driving up n down the carpark to find a lot...not too sure if it applies to other things in life.. subjective i guess...
last of my marketing, probably the last time i will ever see the motivational force...yup its only force cos the other one wasnt there...went home since library was packed...wanted to study but travelling to n fro sch is so tired...nap n nua...
have to buck up for the rest of the paper...but will the unaspiring me go back to the usual ways...maybe i have set too easy targets for myself...
*shitty* mood now...
// posted by lian soon @ 12:47 AM 
