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celebrated my father's bday...he is ermm...i dunno how old he is actually...i think 60 plus ba...i dun even really remember the date..oops...hehe...so how did this celebration actually comes abt i also dunno...haha...maybe he proposed himself or my mother suggested one... actually i also dun really remember my mum birthdate as well....we very very seldom celebrate each other bday...
anyway prior to the celebration i had a ktv session in the morning with cz...just the 2 of us...hehe..i am a ktv addict...quite an irrational decision i feel actually cos i am really really running short of time for my revision for mocks already...everyone thinks i am hardworking n mocks shldnt be a prob to me...ha! as if! if only it is like dat!...but true enough having taken so many different sorts of mocks or simulation...i have sort of belittle the effect of them...somehow i just feel they r so inconsequential...so what if i fail? so what if i get full marks? its not going to count...dun be mistaken that i am actually taking it negatively but just a personal opinion that it dusen counts, so may as well be sanguine abt it n take it a lil lighter on myself...argh...FAN!.. back to my topic...its been ages since there is a bday celebration at home...there use to be a bday party for my grandmother every year when we were young but since she passed away we had never have any celebrations...but looks like father wanna revive the practice...haha...he says from this yr onwards we celebrate their(my parents)...shall post pics of the cake cutting... for dinner we went to the bottle tree village...it is a nice place...but the food has much room for improvements...it wasnt very nice...probably we ordered the wrong food...not given hope on it still...shall give it another try if there is a chance n hope it will be better....

history lesson again...updates from the last time i blog...yeah...from that hated day...hehe

post v-day: yeah the super hyped-up day was finally over...ha...usual stuffs + ktv in the evening...yeah..ktv addict...

thursday : had the last ME lesson...n then went home...sianz..injured my fingers during a basketball...damn it! i am damn lousy lah...not fated to play any games one...always get injured...maybe i just play like mad bull...chiong here n there..just like i always do in everything else also..damn pek chek now...i cant write fast n its painful...how to take exams?...can excuse writing n use keyboard or oral?...darn!

friday and saturday :usual stuffs...nothing special..man u lost to liv...y??...poor alan smith got a broken leg n dislocated ankle in a horrified injury, poor chap, hope he will recover soon...

sunday : my auntie was here again...ha so what else but mj...actually they wanted to spare me n get a replacement...but frankly hard to find one lah...then 2ndly i guess i also wanna play so ended up on the mj table again...finally a win for me after losing for so many weeks...wanted to study in the evening to make up for lost time but......................

monday : the pain at the finger din subside..damn DL n PC...study in agony...seen a doc in the night...then prepare myself for a stupid marketing test the next day...

tuesday : gonna be a long long day...started with last esap lesson...gosh...i am still like dunno how to take the exams for it...i am always lost for words when ppl ask me abt it...i can only say...its just too smooth sailing cos the lecturer is humourous n he is very relaz with us...so much so that there is no pressure virtually but will appear in ur face when the exams come...after i had 2 marketing class...the first one is ok cos it was normal lecture ...2nd was bad...firstly i din bring the lect notes n unprepared for the stupid marketing test...the defining points were 1)to take or not take , 2) to copy or not copy...rightfully shld be take n dun copy but i violated both, stupid right?...whatever lah...the motivational forces were there...thats all it matters..haha...tired me took the night off ...

wednesday : refer to the first paragraph...hehe...i am trying to post the pics...hope i will be successful...

till next time pple....

its happy(not!) valentine's day today...happy for lovebirds but not for the lonely souls... so boring so lonely n so sad...my cousin was telling me she hates v day...i dinno y when she told me last night but i fully understand now....its a day where the memories of the past haunt u n everything n every moment is just sucky...stay at home sucks! go out sucks! with friends around sucks! being alone sucks! i declare i hate v day now also..haha.....

the rubbish week (weak!) :

last wednesday : weak...cant do my poa assignment..no more poa lessons already n mocks coming n still cant do the assignment...even with the notes n tuts right in front of me...fu****G hate myself...carried on with ME revisions instead...feeling damn sian so went to play pools with ben n jy...the whole night i only won twice i think...they r too good for me...then had supper with them and went home...hmm...fetching n driving pple sometimes is irrational n rational ba i think...i guess when there r more pple i have to be more partial but becos that day only the 3 of them i drove them back even though is not on the way like ben says...so i said...along the way or not is really subjective ba...if i dunno him well maybe i would not have drove him home...anyway this a neverending issue lah...cos as long as there r pple there are objectivity n subjectivity...

last thursday : lousy...i haven actually recalled what happen but wth...everyday is a chore! i supposed i attended the last poa class...ok...it was good in fact...cos the lecturer went thru a couple of qns which gave me a tad of confidence...then had me lesson...the usual fooling ard and chat n it being closer to weekend did make me feel a lil lighter...went home after the lesson then the usual eat sleep tv...

last friday : TGIF(not!)dun care...just gonna complain n grumble ...woke up early in the morning to send the car for service...the night b4 i had already planned my day...but so many unexpected events...becos the service center is very near my house so actually planned to punt on some more toto when i walk home but then my father called n say he will pick me up...so i thot ok lah dusen matter since i can buy later when i collect the car...then felt abit hungry but i wanna cut down on consumption so i tahan until lunch time..meanwhile i watched the ming xing ou xiang i taped n revised some esap...but b4 i cud complete them the service center call to say i can go n collect the car..duh...so many things not going according to the plan...after that completed the revision n then start on eREV...f lah...waste time...i guess i am always slow to realise things...while everyone was cursing n swearing at the system i was still pretty cool with it...but then i realised its not!...it took my whole noon n yet cannot complete...complete waste of time only......everyone was waiting for the toto...if only i were the winner...it would change my life.. i remember some time ago there was a personality test on 933...n my ans shows that i am very unsatisfied with my life now n cant wait for it to change for the better asap!...it din materialised...have to wait till next yr...was at coffeeshop with campmates then saw another grp of friends..a guy n a ger...so i joined them when my campmates left....i had actually wanted to ask that guy friend n a few other friends out on vday...no amorous feeling...but its becos we r the lonely souls...but then at the coffeeshop they(the guy n ger) decide to go out together on vday liao...so LL lah...

sat : spend all the time on notes n fantasy football n then watch soccer at night...

sun : suay sunday...hai my auntie came over...so its mj...i really din want to play liao...but then she came all the way so no choice lor...had to ying chou...n of cos i lost...felt tired after that n nua...my brother had a unusual game " si(4) an(4) ke(4)"...special hand...first time seeing it...really waste my night away also...i practically do nothing...

monday : my dad car's aircon spoilt so i had to take bus to school...hmm...so social issues to discuss...r we paranoid? r we prejudiced? r we biased?...well... a down syndrome boy sat beside me...thru out the journey he make the "phelgm sound"...in my mind i was really afraid he would spit at me...or talked to me or touch me or do anything to me...but well i can only keep cool n stayed at my seat...cos if i walked away wudnt i be showing discrimination?...luckily nothing happened....went to the library n settled my eREV asap...luckily some friends were there earlier so i had a comp to use...after that i went to attend a makeup esap lesson....felt so out of place... no familiar faces....instead of going home after that went to play pool with ben n jy again...lost all games...yeah i am damn lousy...then had a dinner then went home...rest awhile n then went to jog...kickstart my promise to resume my exercise regime

tuesday : worst day...begin the day with esap lesson...after that did ask ard pple for ktv but all not available...sigh...had 2 funny encounters in the toilet today...first one was i was in a cubicle then a guy came in to the toilet...i think he thinks there is nobody else was inside n he was singing at the top of his voice...well...wasnt pleasurable...2nd incident was i wanted to go n wash my hands...then i happned to cross path with another guy so we change direction n change direction...usually it only takes abt 2 or 3 times to get out of the way but this time it took 4...so we burst into laughters.....WK n gang r crazy...they came to my marketing class just to see the 2 pretty gers i mentioned...duh...i bet they r pissed...i made myself disappear after the lesson to avoid further embarassment...oh yah...anyway i wud like to apologize to hazel here...i hope i din offend her by replying a dissent reply to her msg.....but personally i just dislike this kind of "sms" which promotes friendship n blah blah in disguise of the vday...hope she is not offended...well..so at the end of the day i din do anything but coop myself in the house to stay away from all the lovebirds...

its been a long time...really a long time...

gong xi gong xi fa da cai!..went missing for a while...hmm...simply lazy to blog..haha... dunno whats holding back my hands n mind this while also...maybe its the cny...hehe... just put it on whatever thing i can think of... hmm..i have yet to change my blogskin...i wanted to find something cny but to no avail...anyone wanna design any for me?

anyway shall just start recollecting what happened from cny's eve...

cny's eve : i remember i woke up quite early..too excited to continue sleeping once the sun shone on me...surprising my bro woke up very early also...so we took the mj set out n gave it a wipe.. think we have not clean it for more than 10 times in the last 7 or 8 yrs owning it...haha..yucks! full of germs n bacteria..haha...after that my bro n i went to eat prata with my brother... in the noon my brother's friend came over for mj...hmm...funny i cant remember i won or lose...but i think i lost...hai...then at night had dinner n played dai dee with my brother thru out the night..standard activity for chinese during cny...gamble gamble gamble...

chu 1 : my paternal grandmother used to live with us so over the years the practice my chu yi was to wait for relatives to come over to my house...while waiting , all of us coop in my sis room to talk over the msn with my sis who is in USA...msn video conversation is cool! so is skype!! then i went to buy 4d cos i dreamed of a number ..haha...betted more heavily than i usually do but only to tio jiak...haha...this cny really betted a lot on 4d...everyone just feels lucky on cny.. angbao was more or less the same...i usually dun plan things for cny for friends cos i dunno if i will have anything coming up with family...but then i thot there was not going to have any plans for the night so i decided to play mj with a few friends n a greenhorn but then suddenly my brother ask me to play mj...hmm..then since they already have 4 ka over at my friends side n san que yi on my brother side so i played with my brother n friends instead...hmm...sounds a bit unright but i still choose to play with my bro becos more fun...play with greenhorn is very sianz to me...cos if win like pai seh then if lose also bu shuang...hehe...anyway end of it i won 6 dollars from the mj...ha...

chu 2: went to weekiat house n stayed a little while... n then my uncle (mum's elder bro) house...my cousin catered for buffet...hmm excessive food wastage cos the min pax was 30 n there was only like 15 of us...anyway ok lah..nian nian you yu...then after that the elder folks went home or had their own activities then its down to me n my cousins to plan our own activity...some dowan blackjack...only 4 pple can mj...some dowan ktv...so very hard to please all...in the end just played a bit of blackjack then mj n lost again then the rest watched lost...

chu 3 : didnt have any plans until a call for mj came...LOST AGAIN!...hai...dunno whats happening...haha...super low morale on mj now...dinner was on the winner...

chu 4 : had esap lesson in the morning...after that went with daryl to meet an excampmate who is back on vacation from australia...went to eat the famous beef noodles store in kovan..in fact its so out of the way for me that whenever i go there i will just eat the beef noodles so my trip wun be wasted...found out abt the 24hr dim sum shop at heartland mall...shall go there once they full operate...anyway b4 that i bought bubble tea then i drop it inside the shop...so paiseh...after that took public home...its was a long road...haha...life going back to normal after that...

chu 5 : full day lessons...everyone was still in chirpy cny mood...haha...anyway i left my writing pad n my notes behind but i din realised! (only to realise yesterday then was lucky to retrieve it today, phew!) at night i had prata with hy then made a long road home...instead of taking SLE straight to woodlands..i took the road from seletar camp to seletar reservoir (both places which brought back many many memories...sweet n bitter) then to yishun n home...

chu 6: played mj with some friends from SIM...got newbies n also seasoned players...play with newbies a bit like bully like that...haha..finally broke the losing streak n won....dunno y i was so so tired after the game n knock out on the sofa early in the night...probably its the beer i had...

chu 7 : its ren ri, supposedly birthday of all mankind... spend my time settling fantasy squad then nua...the inertia to not study is so immense...haha...had bbq steamboat for dinner n lao yusheng...after that is mj with brother n friends again...yeah...i lost again...thereafter i set my resolution...no mj untill the exams over...maybe study n gamble clashes...

chu 8: went to my cousin house for buffet n see my little nephew...think its the full month celebration for him...my brother din go cos he was damn tired cos after the mj he went to play soccer...leaving me so lonely there...played with my other nieces n nephews then went home...sleep eat tv sleep continues...

chu 9 : no more slacking...its really time to start working...did some esap revision n then do my marketing assignment...the assignment funny lah...the lecturer posted some suggested approach on the portal then i just cut n paste everything down...haha..heck care...so it dawn upon me that she is going to mark her own work...hehe... anyway mention earlier i realised i left my writing pad n notes in sch...felt so damn pek chek n angry with myself...

chu 10 : had esap lesson in the morning today...coincidental or i think its coincidental...every out of the blue decisions met the "coincidental incident"....haha...confusing hor...but dun ask me...very clear whats on my mind but i wonder whats on the other....period. ha...remember the gers i was stealing looks at in my marketing class...haha...actually i think they already i am ogling at them...haha...no lah...not ogling...just that my eyes will always find where they r in the LT then once they r found i will find chance to look at them...haha...i hope they r not pissed...anyway it got worse after the lesson...unexpected events make it more obvious that i am watching her...haha...anyway.... the exercise regime hasnt pick up after the cny...lazy..haha...

alright...time to pen down my plans for this short term.. gonna stop mj till exams over...gonna step up my revision n resume my exercise regime...alright thats all...till next time pple...