Monday, November 14, 2005
blue blue lethargic monday
feeling extremely blue n lethargic the moment i woke up today...its gonna be so long b4 its weekend again...sianzzzzzzzzz
such a boring day today...i am really reluctant to revise but there is nothing to do! or rather i am just so lazy to do anything yet i dowan to idle...its just so sucky today...arghh...
decided to put aside my notes for now n declared pang kang for the day...ming tian yao gen hao
shall start to blog abt my past few days...b4 i do that...here a dumb joke for everyone...
what song will jolin sing when she eats mala huo guo?
thursday: full day lesson, POA n ME...it was unbearable...i had a very very bad backache n very weirdly i dunno y the pain was extended to the left front side of my body...bearing the pain the whole day in sch i went to meet richard to have dinner n chit chat...the future look so uncertain...dunno whats gonna come...we talked abt careers and marriage n other stuffs..neither of which i had any future plans for...i am only taking things one step at a time...future is too unpredictable to make any plans n i dowan my plans to be unmaterialised...maybe thats y i am taking things one step at a time...that night the pain grew...i was unable to have a good night sleep thru out...waking up at intervals.....
friday: went to see a doc after my breakfast...thot was a backache so when to see a chinese sinseh...was a bit shock with his diagnosis...he said it cud be stones in my kidneys n gall...WTH... i also complained abt the unrecovered knee injury...he rubbed n pressed n twist n turn...very painful...so in the end he gave me some medicine n say if i dun recover then go see him again...the leg din show any improvements...but the pain at the back n on the left side of my body had subsided but totally eradicated yet....hai...what a mess i have made out of my body....
went home took a rest n then did some esap revisions...at night my cousin jio me for ktv...was a bit reluctant to go cos of the pain but was very gian to sing so decide to went in the end...laughter is supposed to be the best medicine isnt it i thought...ha... anyway it was a worthwhile trip lah...cos her friend damn power lah...can sing w/o the mic one...mu chuan performer leh...dun play play..sang until 4am then home sweet home...
sat: continued with esap revision after i woke up cos going to attend ml bday bbq in the evening so i thot i better do some revision so that i can enjoy more...haha...i am like possessed with balancing...matching output with input, pleasure with hardship...it was quite an enjoyable night...making merry the whole night...the food was nice too...no wonder they say unhealthy food r more tasty......
sunday: played mj with some ex-campmates...played 2 rounds...lost big time in round 1 then managed to recoup n won some in the end...anyway damn funny lah... cos was in a rush to have a farewell dinner with my sis(she went back to manchester already.. :( ...during the bei feng nan i was the banker...i wanted to end the game real quick but i kept "diao chng"(continue to be banker)...for 4 times i think...so funny...when i waiting to game liao i hope i dun zhi mo or nobody throws the tile i am waiting for...but in the end it ended just in time to meet everyone for dinner...had dinner at a restaurant at clarke quay called ban seng...a teochew restaurant...nice food it was but sad cos its a farewell dinner...during the dinner i had some wine...hee...infringing my new yr resolution...but i din want to decline n spoil the moods... its so hard to say good bye..i am missing my sis...haha...beginning to treasure her..haha...was reflecting our relationships since the day i was born...cant really remember how it was when i was young but i think its something like when i was young like in pri sch she was in sec sch so she hangs out more with friends then staying at home...then when i reached sec sch n poly i did the same too...so lesser interaction...but after ns, our paradigms shifted n converged, placing family before friends ..so much closer now than it was before...hope everything will be fine once she goes back to manchester n move to new york n settle there well...
time flies...its the end of the year again...another year is gonna come again...may the coming year be better...
*whats darkness...no scorching heat n light but also no warmth...
such a boring day today...i am really reluctant to revise but there is nothing to do! or rather i am just so lazy to do anything yet i dowan to idle...its just so sucky today...arghh...
decided to put aside my notes for now n declared pang kang for the day...ming tian yao gen hao
shall start to blog abt my past few days...b4 i do that...here a dumb joke for everyone...
what song will jolin sing when she eats mala huo guo?
thursday: full day lesson, POA n ME...it was unbearable...i had a very very bad backache n very weirdly i dunno y the pain was extended to the left front side of my body...bearing the pain the whole day in sch i went to meet richard to have dinner n chit chat...the future look so uncertain...dunno whats gonna come...we talked abt careers and marriage n other stuffs..neither of which i had any future plans for...i am only taking things one step at a time...future is too unpredictable to make any plans n i dowan my plans to be unmaterialised...maybe thats y i am taking things one step at a time...that night the pain grew...i was unable to have a good night sleep thru out...waking up at intervals.....
friday: went to see a doc after my breakfast...thot was a backache so when to see a chinese sinseh...was a bit shock with his diagnosis...he said it cud be stones in my kidneys n gall...WTH... i also complained abt the unrecovered knee injury...he rubbed n pressed n twist n turn...very painful...so in the end he gave me some medicine n say if i dun recover then go see him again...the leg din show any improvements...but the pain at the back n on the left side of my body had subsided but totally eradicated yet....hai...what a mess i have made out of my body....
went home took a rest n then did some esap revisions...at night my cousin jio me for ktv...was a bit reluctant to go cos of the pain but was very gian to sing so decide to went in the end...laughter is supposed to be the best medicine isnt it i thought...ha... anyway it was a worthwhile trip lah...cos her friend damn power lah...can sing w/o the mic one...mu chuan performer leh...dun play play..sang until 4am then home sweet home...
sat: continued with esap revision after i woke up cos going to attend ml bday bbq in the evening so i thot i better do some revision so that i can enjoy more...haha...i am like possessed with balancing...matching output with input, pleasure with hardship...it was quite an enjoyable night...making merry the whole night...the food was nice too...no wonder they say unhealthy food r more tasty......
sunday: played mj with some ex-campmates...played 2 rounds...lost big time in round 1 then managed to recoup n won some in the end...anyway damn funny lah... cos was in a rush to have a farewell dinner with my sis(she went back to manchester already.. :( ...during the bei feng nan i was the banker...i wanted to end the game real quick but i kept "diao chng"(continue to be banker)...for 4 times i think...so funny...when i waiting to game liao i hope i dun zhi mo or nobody throws the tile i am waiting for...but in the end it ended just in time to meet everyone for dinner...had dinner at a restaurant at clarke quay called ban seng...a teochew restaurant...nice food it was but sad cos its a farewell dinner...during the dinner i had some wine...hee...infringing my new yr resolution...but i din want to decline n spoil the moods... its so hard to say good bye..i am missing my sis...haha...beginning to treasure her..haha...was reflecting our relationships since the day i was born...cant really remember how it was when i was young but i think its something like when i was young like in pri sch she was in sec sch so she hangs out more with friends then staying at home...then when i reached sec sch n poly i did the same too...so lesser interaction...but after ns, our paradigms shifted n converged, placing family before friends ..so much closer now than it was before...hope everything will be fine once she goes back to manchester n move to new york n settle there well...
time flies...its the end of the year again...another year is gonna come again...may the coming year be better...
*whats darkness...no scorching heat n light but also no warmth...
// posted by lian soon @ 6:12 PM 
