Thursday, September 20, 2007
not simple yet easy to see thru
that was a comment a friend said to me some time ago...
today another friend say i dun look simple...
i wonder if thats the impression i give pple...
its not that i hide things to myself...i prefer to put it as keep things to myself...
i think its becos i dun like to impose on pple ba
applied for jobs at 3 local banks....but could have sent out more....too slack...feels like only reach 40% efficiency....for me RT is good now that i have time on my hand...think i sign on regular RT for sure liao...unless i downgrade...got an interview tmw...also dunno if its the job i wanna do...to be frank...i also dunno what job i wanna do..hai...
had a short recruitment drive in sch...its kind of good in my sense...since its more effective way of screening...an expensive dinner...but the food was quite good...and then chill out at dempsey
my poor friend...n it made me look bad...i din go to his rescue when his car broke down..... not his day....hp low batt...everyone is not readily avail..and despite clear instructions to his saviour...it was not heed...poor thing has to strand there for a few hours n incur heavy losses..i told him...lose money nvm...dun lose away confidence...hope he will heed the advice...
a really really really enjoyable monday....things got off a lil cold and a lil awkward..so funny...how can things be so coincidental...of all places and of all times...then it stabilizes...soon it became very cosy...n then it became so lively...so ...so unexpected? the element of surprise seems so sweet...but all good things come to an end...i wish a deja vu and a better wrapup....no reservations was a nice movie...could have been nicer ....
2d1n desaru u-turn you...haha.. can say its quite a activitiesless time in desaru... but just dun be too critical...then its not that bad liao...jus go there chill...nua...make merry...highlights will be the communication using walkie talkie and a taste of 160/hr and the seafood ba...hmm...how come cz can write so much on desaru...haha...http://odinchoy.livejournal.com/
told to go on 2 weeks leave...good n bad...less money vs more time....
the start of something or the end of another thing? again i wish for a deja vu...
tian tian xiang ni
tian tian wen zhi ji
dao she mo shi hou cai neng gao shu ni
tian tian xiang ni
tian tian shou zhu yi ke xing
ba wo zui hao de ai dou gei ni
dou gei ni dou gei ni dou gei ni ............
today another friend say i dun look simple...
i wonder if thats the impression i give pple...
its not that i hide things to myself...i prefer to put it as keep things to myself...
i think its becos i dun like to impose on pple ba
applied for jobs at 3 local banks....but could have sent out more....too slack...feels like only reach 40% efficiency....for me RT is good now that i have time on my hand...think i sign on regular RT for sure liao...unless i downgrade...got an interview tmw...also dunno if its the job i wanna do...to be frank...i also dunno what job i wanna do..hai...
had a short recruitment drive in sch...its kind of good in my sense...since its more effective way of screening...an expensive dinner...but the food was quite good...and then chill out at dempsey
my poor friend...n it made me look bad...i din go to his rescue when his car broke down..... not his day....hp low batt...everyone is not readily avail..and despite clear instructions to his saviour...it was not heed...poor thing has to strand there for a few hours n incur heavy losses..i told him...lose money nvm...dun lose away confidence...hope he will heed the advice...
a really really really enjoyable monday....things got off a lil cold and a lil awkward..so funny...how can things be so coincidental...of all places and of all times...then it stabilizes...soon it became very cosy...n then it became so lively...so ...so unexpected? the element of surprise seems so sweet...but all good things come to an end...i wish a deja vu and a better wrapup....no reservations was a nice movie...could have been nicer ....
2d1n desaru u-turn you...haha.. can say its quite a activitiesless time in desaru... but just dun be too critical...then its not that bad liao...jus go there chill...nua...make merry...highlights will be the communication using walkie talkie and a taste of 160/hr and the seafood ba...hmm...how come cz can write so much on desaru...haha...http://odinchoy.livejournal.com/
told to go on 2 weeks leave...good n bad...less money vs more time....
the start of something or the end of another thing? again i wish for a deja vu...
tian tian xiang ni
tian tian wen zhi ji
dao she mo shi hou cai neng gao shu ni
tian tian xiang ni
tian tian shou zhu yi ke xing
ba wo zui hao de ai dou gei ni
dou gei ni dou gei ni dou gei ni ............
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
9/11....
maybe its already written in the stars that today is an emotional day.
going to have a walk-in-interview at RSH...feeling quite nervous now... n omg...most of my formal clothes cannot fit in liao....hai...wth am i doing over the few years
visited my uncle at the hospital today....hai...he is so frail now...n there is nothing we can do... so sad...haven seen him for some time... can only pray for a miracle....
had a super tired day on sunday which resulted in a super sei day on monday...the last time i felt so sei the whole day was a few yrs back in my army daze...
had a nasty call on thurs n it broke my proud record...i escalated it to my sup... the person request is really out of my power liao...or u can also say i failed to pacify him to accept my proposal...anyway...just like most things...there is just a thin line btn them...
yippie! i graduated...although still quite disappointed that i failed the module which i failed last yr...chong na li die dao, you zai die dao duo yi ci...chong dao fu zhe....failures are scary....n to fail again is a more than a setback...my friend has this msn nick...past is not a burden, its an experience....to me...past is a burden and an experience.
a lil gesture shaken me...am i really thinking too much....
i was thinking abt something now...something like this....i am afraid of not doing something n causing regret but i am more afraid of doing something n failed n causing a bigger regret.
always hear this line in drama but funny its seldom be heard ....only 2 things can make men fret...one is money the other is women...haha
shld i go chen qi zhen concert?
going to have a walk-in-interview at RSH...feeling quite nervous now... n omg...most of my formal clothes cannot fit in liao....hai...wth am i doing over the few years
visited my uncle at the hospital today....hai...he is so frail now...n there is nothing we can do... so sad...haven seen him for some time... can only pray for a miracle....
had a super tired day on sunday which resulted in a super sei day on monday...the last time i felt so sei the whole day was a few yrs back in my army daze...
had a nasty call on thurs n it broke my proud record...i escalated it to my sup... the person request is really out of my power liao...or u can also say i failed to pacify him to accept my proposal...anyway...just like most things...there is just a thin line btn them...
yippie! i graduated...although still quite disappointed that i failed the module which i failed last yr...chong na li die dao, you zai die dao duo yi ci...chong dao fu zhe....failures are scary....n to fail again is a more than a setback...my friend has this msn nick...past is not a burden, its an experience....to me...past is a burden and an experience.
a lil gesture shaken me...am i really thinking too much....
i was thinking abt something now...something like this....i am afraid of not doing something n causing regret but i am more afraid of doing something n failed n causing a bigger regret.
always hear this line in drama but funny its seldom be heard ....only 2 things can make men fret...one is money the other is women...haha
shld i go chen qi zhen concert?
Saturday, September 01, 2007
suddenly...
i feel like blogging....but i am so tired now n i have to work tmw....sianz.... too much time on hand makes me think a lot....the past the present and the future....then suan tian ku la in my life... when things get demoralising/sad...i derived an eqn.... too much time ->think abt things i shldnt be thinking ->do things i shldnt be doing->mistake -> regret-> depression
good nite
good nite
